memory

JD 1st training

2010-01-17T00:08:00.000-08:00

Today I learnt a lot,that there are a lot of techniques to handling people,but we must choose those with a win-win solution. We had great fun doing roleplay to be the annoyer and the teacher. Met a new girl named Ren Qi,she's nice and friendly. Starting to understand more about serving and commitment too:D and making my own choices.

Turning points camp

2009-12-25T02:43:00.000-08:00

Just camp back from camp yesterday...yesterday i felt dead D: but only physically...i have to admit that this camp has really been a turning point for me. I've met so many group members that i love to be with-go sea turtles!! And through all the tears and the joy, i've learnt much. I've learnt that people fail you all the time, but there's one person who would never, and that is God. Through the camp, i believe he's shown me that i can actually converse with the primary sixes pretty well. It brings me joy seeing them smile. So, i have decided to serve in the JD ministry. I want to take care of these young, maybe lost sheep:D That's all.

Mentor grp meeting

2009-12-14T07:11:00.000-08:00

Today we had a mentor grp meeting at Vanessa's house:D We discussed on our 40day purpose driven book,then we went to eat lunch.When we came back we made bread and raisin pudding. After that we played the wii game band hero,i played the drums with joy,then ethel played the guitar and joel sang,then we swopped roles:D once i had to sing YMCA,lol..but i oso sang you belong with me about 4-5 times,cos we kept losing,but we finally triumphed:D then we made christmas cookies-christmas trees and stars. When i got home,sadly a few cookies were squashed ): but there r still many intact,thank God:D
Can't wait for Vanessa's(ahma's) Baptism on sun

An EVENTFUL Day xD

2009-12-13T07:58:00.000-08:00

Today was significant as well as meaningful to me. Today at service,i learnt something. How foolish i have been. That the love and acceptance so great that Jesus had already given me was right in front of me but yet i had failed to see it earlier. I kept thinking that i had to get it from friends...but i kept getting disappointed cos they are after all human beings. I was feeling very disappointed before the service and the words just spoke to me. I cried, but not cos i was sad,but touched. After that Carissa came to my place and we watched notebook. Then we went on msn with Ona,then Jerm joined us:D Then I chatted with Nicole on facebook.
I learnt a really valuable lesson,that friends are not there to complete me,i am complete by God's love,they just complement me and make my life more colourful.
A Big Thank you to friends who have stood by me through it all:D

Peranakan trip:D

2009-11-06T00:37:00.000-08:00

Ystd had a fun time at peranakan museum:D Took sum cool pics! Lost my pen T.T but still great day! Peranakan food yum!

Yunna said:"this is Gaolan's BF"

Xinen extra!!

They look alive!!!!

Are we in heaven???

HAPPINESS

2009-11-05T23:56:00.000-08:00

Last sun went out wif Carissa & Winona for service,den we went to bpj & ended up doing random stuff:D taking photos at mac's. Aftertat Carissa came my house & we watched a nice movie. Had a fun time:D Lost my hp,but sum kind person found it & called my mum:D Thank God & thanks to that person XD. Here r sum pics we took:

Creative Service:D

2009-09-11T19:47:00.001-07:00

On creative service, Denise,Jerm & I went for photography,while Carissa and Ona went for board games. I went around wif Denise & Jerm taking random pics & emo pics of me for the theme-despair. But I was anything but emo tat day, I had a great time! Then we met Aiyin & went to e field beside our church. Jerm said she nvr tried lying on grass b4, & so did all of us. So,we lay on e grass & chatted. Aftertat Carissa called us, and we hinted to her where we were & she found us:D She refused to lie wif us, cos it would mess up her hair, & dirty her clothes(typical girly Carissa)so she started pinching our cheeks. We all screamed but Aiyin didn't even make a squeak...haha...Then Ethel, Grace & Ezra took pics of us lying on e ground. When they left, Carissa & Jerm made a video, but it was too dark, den we ran 2 e carpark & videoed it again:D haha...it's still in my phone! Ona laughed uncontrollably when she saw e video:D Then we sang & danced 2 "Jesus u're my superhero" & i partnered wif Lydia. B4 we went on e bus, we took a grp photo of our clique, one w/o me & one w/o Denise(we took turns taking e pic:D)

Here r sum pics we took:

My 1st sun service & mentor grp meeting

2009-08-09T18:54:00.000-07:00

Service
I woke up lyk 7.30 tat morning...I was listening 2 music & reading a book while texting Carissa(she was pretty worried y i didn't text her e day b4). When i got 2 church, it was bout 9.04...Vanessa told me i was early?(well, i tot service started @ 9) We even had time 2 chat. I went 4 e adult service, it was a diff experience...it was more solemn but i kind of liked it. Pastor ann tan preached(Pastor edmond's wife), she's quite a gd speaker. E sermon was bout sin,tat would make u pay dearly.(it was just a matter of time) She used Joshua who ran frm potipar's wife as a gd eg. & samson as a bad one. For me, i made my own eg.(if u eat too much chips,long term u'll have pimples)
Mentor grp meeting (Ariel,Ethel,Joel,Joy,Vanessa & me)
We all bought food frm e veg rice stall. Then went 2 eat in church. We discussed bout wad we would do if we had a free day. We shared & found out tat there r sum interesting things we all do. We found out tat we all nvr watched a movie alone b4. We tot of maybe we could go & watch e same movie @ diff cinemas alone den meet 2 discuss e feeling.(tat was random) We oso tlk bout e bk we were going 2 study on. living a purpose driven life. Auntie Jade(my sun sch teacher & puppet teacher) came by 2 say hi, i found out how much i've changed since pri. Then we sat in e bus tgr,i chatted wif ethel bout sch & my spiritual walk & bout e book. Then we chatted wif joy on e way 2 e mrt. In the mrt, i chatted wif ethel bout surprise b'day parties & bout homeschooling. It was a great experience all in all.

Sat:D

2009-08-09T18:28:00.000-07:00

Carissa & Denise didn't cum...Tis wk at WG we played taboo:D our grp won! & e gals won overall. Well, e guys said tat our cards were easier,so we swopped but they still lost. However, it was gd effort on their part:D We oso got a nice pic of our grp!It was oso great to sit in our small WG grp of four(supposed 2 b 6) & share. We shared our problems & listened 2 e problems of others.(confidential) After tat,we went 2 eat dinner tgr & chatted more on fats or lipets,& sumthing bout steroids:D Then i went 2 meet Winona & Lydia who were folding paper cranes! Winona was so funny! She folded one crane wrongly(she made e body into e wings & ewings became e body...it was a weird breed). Our service was about mission trips, it was about praying, reading e bible and evangelising. I agree tat they r impt 2 e growth of a christian. Winona sat wif me on e e shuttle bus:D She gave me 2 chocolates.(because e 1st one dropped between e hole of e 2 seats) Den e second one's wrapper dropped in e hole as well. The yellow crane oso. I tried to reach into e hole 2 get em but took it out cos i didn't wan 2 become e headlines.(Youth got hand stuck 2 get chocolate & cranes)When e bus stopped, me and Winona both squatted under e seat 2 find "em" but could not find e yellow crane..Then sum weird dude gav us a lecture cos he tot we didn't wan 2 clear "em" up. It was a weird & funny experience. After tat Winona & i split ways, then i went 2 take 985. Got a msg frm Carissa & i was replying when my hp went dead. I felt pretty tired, & since there was no one 2 tlk 2, i just shut my eyes to sleep...Then when i woke up, i saw e jln jurong kechil sign, so i asked e uncle(has bb passed?). He told me if i didn't get off, i'd b on my way 2 e geylang interchange...i got off & took e opp 985 bus home. Reached home bout11.30,texted carissa & when to bed. My mum couldn't stop laughing...

2009-08-09T18:21:00.000-07:00

ystd was national day:D i'm not a gd singapore citizen(i was doing h/w during e pledge moment?)hehe,but ystd i watched e sgp idol auditions! There was one big dude who dressed up lyk sum monster & scared ppl(he even made a child cry...poor child). My mum thinks he dressed lyk tat cos he's afraid ppl noe who he is. They were a few female singers who were pretty gd(wonder if there will b a female sgp idol tis yr?!). Seriously,after being caught up wif h/w, it was a gd rest:D

2009-06-16T00:47:00.000-07:00

So long nvr post...now attending e ngee ann AEM. Kinda experiencing poly life now.not bad,free aircon and com to play e whole day:D now i'm slagging on e ngee ann com. Today we had to learn how to make a good package for spagetti. After tat there will b a presentation,probably get standley to say most while me and huilin slag:D

another x-country run

2009-03-11T23:23:00.000-07:00

i didn't run for tis yr either...i rlly wish i cn nxt yr,when my feet becomes "normal ".today i ate wif yunna @ pastamania. i rlly enjoyed it...nt e pasta,but tat we r bonding:)(connect wif 5 & diciple 1-only ppl in web understand wad tis means...)ya, i tried 2 invite her 2 web's easter outreach,she had tution,but tis time...i knew it wasn't an excuse...nt lyk those sum of my other frens gimme.It was genuine. Lynn gt 7th position tis yr, JH didn't run,she's nt gonna for nxt yr either. Cos of sum reasons..i rlly feel heartache for her...lyk it's such a pity,but i respect her decision & i noe nth i say will b able to change it either. I cn't wait for web tis sat!!! i hav to go for choir after tis>.<..i hav memorized e russian song:) i juz tlked wif my dad..nw he calls me everyday:D so happy>.-yeah! i gtg nw or i'll be late.....byes:D

Pls pray tat tis ppl will cum 4 e easter outreach for me:D (if u're a christian)
Huilin
Jiahui
Yunna
Germaine
Yenting
Agnes
Carine
Peisi
Qianyu
Marvina
Shishi

HAPPY B'DAY TO JERMAINE

2009-02-27T06:12:00.000-08:00

i'm so glad 2 hav u as a fren..u r a quiet yet a great companion,u r always there 2 brighten up e mood & 2 witness e most childish sights of us all:D
BEST WISHES
Wish 2 bless u on tis day. May u hav gd health, gd grades & carry on being faithful in ur walk wif Christ & get prettier day by day :D(on the outside & e inside).Most impt of all, i wish 2 let u noe tat God loves u and so do i:D:D
GRATZ:D
i rlly dunno 2 congratulate u on becoming 14,or be sad 4 u tat u r getting as old as me..always rmb 2 treasure ur youth(best yrs)while u still hav em,if u nid 2 do smth crazy,find me:D hahas

HAPPY B'DAY TO WINONA

2009-02-03T04:00:00.001-08:00

this is a post specially dedicated 2 winona:D
Happy b'day to u:D
nw u're as old as me:D
sweet14

thx 4 being such a gd fren,u rawk gal!!!!i'm so glad i've met u,u're so bubbly,sweet,sensible, i've learned & earned so much 4 u:D though i've given u ur gift & wished u alrdy,i still feel tat i shld wish u on ur actual b'day.today's ur b'day,so let me shower u wif praises & blessings, so tat tis coming yr of ur life will b ever so memorable..
U R... kind,friendly,sensible,pretty,encouraging,caring,understanding,talkative(i lyk u talkative:D),very 'enthu',& u r totally huggable!!! HUG*(take it tat i've given u one:D)
MAY U... excel in ur studies,excel in choir,everything 2 b smoothsailing,everyday u will b filled wif e joy of God,may u hav e favor of God & man,always b faithful in ur walk wif God

2009-02-03T03:35:00.000-08:00

i haven't posted 4 so long le...
tis r sum fun occasions i had..
Sagano high students frm japan-exchange program

i oso had a fun chinese new yr:D

cny wif relatives:D

gt 2 chat wif my cousin samantha

saw my little nephew lucas

isaac & aunt elaine& uncle peter dropped by my hse:D

cny wif p6 classmates:D

chatted wif mrs chan

gt bluffed 2 e wrng address by yucheng

khuz, evan,yt,eugene didn't cum at e end...

tlked 2 junyuan,who promised me he'd ask push yt to cum so she'll accompany me

cny in web:D

CELEBRATED WINONA'S B'DAY

B'day Gal wore a cute little miss chatterbox tee wif a skirt:D

katelyn wore spagetti stripes wif a jacket on(so cn't see...)but she looked gd:D

denise wore a skirt lyk i suggested:D

carissa wore a tee wif cute jacket and 3/4pants:D

i wore a long shirt(actually it's sorta a dress)wif thighs & a cute belt:D

LoveCNY...NewClothesNewShoesAngbaosHappyHappy>.<

Sending Claris...SOBSss

2009-01-21T01:41:00.000-08:00

Last wk sent claris 2 e airport...rlly miss her still...T.T..after tat ethel,jerlene,weihui,viola,jenny&me travelled back tgr. Found an empty cabin in e mrt, took sum pics 2 cheer us up a bit:p

Who r we???

star!!!:D

Hahas:D ethel & weihui gt caught 4 blocking e door

me & jerlene

i'm rlly gonna miss claris:(sobs

2009-01-09T02:17:00.000-08:00

I GT BAPTISED LAST WK!!!!!!!!!
So far so gd 4 e 1st wk of sch, gt my 1st batch of h/w, my 1st math test.i gt 28,but b4 u jump @ me...it was upon 30 hahas:p had sum orientation stuff, dun rlly wan 2 post in detail.E eng teach alrdy made me do sum sorta reflective journal on it...
there were workshops on..
learning styles
leadership
public speaking
sculpture walk(nt a workshop)
financial literacy-play board game,i gt retrenched lyk dunno how many times...

More bout e wk:
today, i went wif Huilin & Lynn 2 eat lunch & accompany Huilin 2 buy pencil case:D
while waiting 4 em, i met KuanYee,JiaYu & Clara in e library,nice sitting wif em...sweet:D
had lots of fun wif shi shi,marvina & PeiSi on e bus ystd:D
On tues, i managed 2 chat more wif Qin Hui,i even managed 2 tlk 2 her bout church & web,in fact..she brought e topic up:D tis is called divine appointment:D Praise e Lord!!!
Now gt a big grp of frens in sch...Huilin,Lynn,Me,Jermaine,Yunna

other events in sch...
found out tat history class is comb wif 3e2,gt a history project 2 do..topic's peranakan.
grp members r Lynn,Me,Sakinah&RuiEn(who i dun rlly noe)
hav sum new frens nw, Yunna & Jermaine( sch one)

Events in web...
combining wif sec 4 boys&gals &sec 3boys too
Chlaris leaving soon...temp quiting as a spider...sobs,gonna miss her lots...

Now choir's on mon & tues.had a sec 1 audition...i'm gonna hav a choir audition 2 c if i cn go 4 syf,& it's lyk nxt wk...horribly nervous, honestly i dun rlly dare 2 sing out loud in front of other ppl when i'm alone & nt @ kbox...but i hav 2 do tis & i hav 2 do it rite, my cca points totally depend on it

2008-12-28T17:45:00.000-08:00

2008-12-11T19:26:00.000-08:00

tink tis is e 1st blog tat i've been so consistent:D 2day my dad came back home:D it was lyk bout 7.00am in e morning:D ya,it's lyk he nvr left b4,lyk he's always been hiding smwhere in e hse:D well,nw he's off 2 marine parade,for dunno wad...Alice is horribly sad 2day,e groomer is coming 2 fetch her,or shld i say,is fetching her,cos she's here alrdy...nw back @ e com,i went away juz nw 2 say gdbye 2 Alice. She's nt e kind of Alice in Twilight,she's e furry kind tat barks & loves 2 eat:D i'm sad tat she's separated frm me, but i noe she's in gd hands,so..i'm nt worried. So sad...Carissa cn't go 4 e xmas party:( we're gonna miss a lot of fun w/o her,but nt as much fun as she's missing,Ona might b wearing e dress!!!!!(tat's lyk e once in a blue moon thing) & if Ona is wearing a dress...den i might b able2 persuade Denise 2 wear one too!muahahahaha!!!

events:
Gd
-korean trip(2day)
-xmas party(20dec)
-Ona in a dress
-Denise probably in a dress
-baptism(3jan,but 1st class on 21st dec)
Bad
-i'm nt going web tis wk
-Carissa cn't go xmas party
-jh probably cn't go xmas party,but i'm still hoping

ppl i plan 2 invite 4 xmas party:
JH
Lynn
Huilin
Yenting
Agnes
Khuzaimah
Carine

2008-12-11T00:54:00.000-08:00

hmmm...didn't rlly plan on posting 2 day,juz relinked ona,so i guess i'd just post smth random. i'm going 2 fly off 2 korea tmr:D i cn't wait, dunno wad 2 expect cos i haven't rlly seen snow(at least nt real snow b4).plus i'm horribly excited cos i'm gonna c my dad tmr too:D i'm sure i'd bring back sum souveneirs back 4 my pals:D so sry 2 lynn tat i cn't go tution wif her again:(i rlly miss her too,& jh. i'm oso sad tat i've 2 miss web tis wk...hope missing 1 wk of church won't affect me tat much spiritually.Nw, i'm trying 2 finish sum ch h/w,tat as u cn tell,i'm failing to do so,cos i shldn't b posting rite nw:D i dunno y,but i hav tis longing 2 return 2 sch sum how...(i muz b mad)but, ya...oh ya:D & recently i started on a new diary.(4 those who dunno tat i write diaries..well, i do)i hope tat i cn record lyk evrything tat happened in korea in it.i hope tis diary only contains happy nt any sad or angry stuff.i oso hope 2 start anew tis yr,start it well,by nt being late,& revising well 4 my 1st sc test tis coming yr.tats all:D

2008-12-07T23:41:00.000-08:00

Sry, not been posting very long:D
events happening recently:
5senses camp:
1st day
amazing race:
BPJ
chinatown
Little India
Orchard-taka
BPJ
2nd day
horiffic happenings:
stimulation of a prosecution church:
lights blackout,blindfolded,hands tied up
sook ching:
sprayed wif water,rubbed wif wet balloons,smell synthetic vinegar
bus ride:
blindfolded &handcuffed still
hike on alexander bridge:
still blindfolded&handcuffed until a certain point
airport:
a series of races
WAS A COOL CAMP:maybe u tink it sounds sadistic,but if u noe e true meaning of it,it is a valuable lesson. It is about e fellow bros &sis in christ who r missionaries prosecuted in othe countries. This is 4 us 2 get out of our comfort zone & into reality tat christianity does cum wif a price.

Slpover wif Carissa
frm fri-mon/tues
TOD(truth or dare)
chat thru nite
watch movies:the clique,wad a gal wans,a walk 2 rmb,another cinderella story,music&lyrics.
manicure:just paint nails 4 each other(girly stuff:D)
karaoke:D
test ur sense:eat,taste,touch or smell smth & guess wad it is.
dollhse:actually my sis was playing dollhse, den carissa said she felt childish,& so...hee:D

updates:
FACES(web)coming soon
baptism(web) coming soon
korea trip(family) coming soon
twilight movie(frens) coming soon